Thanksgiving

So its now technically thanksgiving, seeing as Im posting this at 12:something in the morning

Now I look at my life and I have sooo much to be thankful for.

I have an amazing family, who couldn't be more loving and supporting.

No matter what life throws at me, I know I have a home in their hearts.

I have friends till the ends. Both old pals, and newer ones.

My school mates, church friends, and now my college fellow stags.

They are the ones who day to day keep my head above the darkness of this world.

I am thankful for the opportunities I have had in life.

I couldn't have been more blessed in what I was offered, and I am so thankful for that

I have been so blessed in my whole life

I have always had the ability to do or have just about anything (not that I did)

But this has weighed especially on my heart lately as I have aged and gained some wisdom

I have looked back at my life and all i can say is , Wooow.

God has truly blessed my life and the lives of my family.

We have been through a lot but we have always made it through ok.

So I thank you my Lord, thank you for caring for me and my family

Oh and obviously I am super thankful for my best friend in the whole world

Jeana Emilie Savage, this girl.... WOWZA

i dont know where to start, she literally is my better half

She has this way about her that is just oh so special

She is the only person who can make me smile in my darkest hours

I had never thought some one could mean to me what she does

She came into my life and changed my outlook on it

She put an end to my self criticalness for her thoughts on me are all that matter

She never fails to remind me that I don't need to understand why we are together

She just tells me to shut up and accept it and just to be happy with us

And in truth I am, I am delighted with what I have with her.

She is the reason I have the strength to face each new day

She is the reason I dread falling asleep each night

If I could Id never stop telling her how special she is

I could sit here for days and just type out all the reasons why she is amazing

I am so thankful for her

I am thankful she saw past what I hated about me

I am thankful she saw something in me to like (thought I don't know what it is)

I am thankful she gave me a reason to chase after her

I am thankful she lets me treat her like the princess she is

I am thankful she cares for me

I am thankful she likes me

I am thankful she lets me like her

I am thankful she knows that I care, and that all I do is for her

I am thankful she chose Fairfield

I am thankful she chose to befriend me

I am thankful she chose to go to the scavenger hunt with me

I am thankful she chose me

I am thankful life put us together

I am thankful for her

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL!!

Krystal Glasses

Have you ever wondered why
I have never forever said goodbye
Because my crappy life you do finish
These amazing thoughts never diminish

Sitting in my boring classes
Looking through my crystal glasses
All I can see are things of you
Seeing liars for what they really do
With you around, I can concur anything
Ask for something and it I bring
You’re the sun shine on my darkest day
Showing me a better way
To live a more full life
Letting go of this strife

Will you stand up for a dance
Taking a belief and creating a stance
It’s unbelievable how nice you can be
Even to a nerdy geek like me
Your attitude is very cools
I treasure you like precious jewels

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR JEANA !!!!

"I can't deny that when I'm staring you down right dead in the eye

I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need, it's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with someone like me"

Puzzle

Ask a little kid, the secrets of happy

And they’ll respond quite snappy

Be content with what you got

Look for desires, not

A quick glimpse from your eyes

Shatters all my put up lies

Your soul holds the missing part

To complete my shuddering heart

Fix it up and make it whole

While it was beating it you stole

Hold it with you iron grip

For in your hands, it wont rip

The little kid came back to me

And asked my thoughts of thee

After telling him the whole truth

He was no longer a youth

A quick glimpse from your eyes

Shatters all my put up lies

Your soul holds the missing part

To complete my shuddering heart

Fix it up and make it whole

While it was beating it you stole

Hold it with you iron grip

For in your hands, it wont rip

I’m open to any chance

Can I ask you for a dance

Will you be my missing piece

These feelings will never cease

RETURNING... AGAIN

So once again I apologize for being gone

This time I am serious when I say....

IM BACK!!!!!!

Starting with this post

I will continually update this page

Might even drop some of my poetry

Starting with the biggest at best update of my life ever

If you would look to your left or right

You will see a girl eating this screen

That girl is none other than

my bright shiny new girlfriend

Jeana Savage.... (isn't she just the cutest)

So once again I am back

So keep coming back to the cave

This Bear is done hibernating